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I can hear some of you snickering about the fact that I like John Mayer anyway. But. I've been wanting to say something, but ^ that person said it much better, and what I'd say would just turn into me whining about my life so *handwave*. Let's put it like this. Every crush I've had since the 9th grade has been on a white person. Most of the musical artists I listen to- are white. The boy I have a crush on right now? Is white. Yes, my Perfect Dude is a ginger with an accent, preferably Scottish (my ginger obsession has bloomed as of late).
I was one of those girls who wanted to wanted to be in that deep sea of blankets and what not. And *shrug* it hurts, to hear him say shit like that, it hurts whenever the subject of dating black women comes up and everyone's like "lolno" (yes, I have heard it happen). No, I haven't quite been able to listen to any of his music quite yet, just because now I know that he really isn't talking to me, or about me.
It just exacerbates the worries I've been having in reference to my hair, and my crush and. Bunches of shit *handwave* I'm lol!overinvested, mostly, but. How about no one ask any of MCR how they feel about interaccial dating. Just in case.
I can hear some of you snickering about the fact that I like John Mayer anyway. But. I've been wanting to say something, but ^ that person said it much better, and what I'd say would just turn into me whining about my life so *handwave*. Let's put it like this. Every crush I've had since the 9th grade has been on a white person. Most of the musical artists I listen to- are white. The boy I have a crush on right now? Is white. Yes, my Perfect Dude is a ginger with an accent, preferably Scottish (my ginger obsession has bloomed as of late).
I was one of those girls who wanted to wanted to be in that deep sea of blankets and what not. And *shrug* it hurts, to hear him say shit like that, it hurts whenever the subject of dating black women comes up and everyone's like "lolno" (yes, I have heard it happen). No, I haven't quite been able to listen to any of his music quite yet, just because now I know that he really isn't talking to me, or about me.
It just exacerbates the worries I've been having in reference to my hair, and my crush and. Bunches of shit *handwave* I'm lol!overinvested, mostly, but. How about no one ask any of MCR how they feel about interaccial dating. Just in case.
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Date: 2010-02-18 03:36 am (UTC)and wear pants that fit >.>and been like "uh, yes, please". So. Danielle's into. people. it just so happen that she is also surrounded by mostly white people so HEY guess who she's attracted to. Also, my crush is a big ol' dork, Meg, I'm so embarrassed by how into him I am.Funny (and totally expected) thing. I get so many compliments about my hair at ASFA, also, some hair groppage from Babies that I don't know, but whatever, its all in affection. Its my family/ Certain Black People at ASFA that know me fairly well that's asking "What's wrong with your hair." People are silly.
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Date: 2010-02-18 05:10 am (UTC)Silly, silly people. :/