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Mar. 19th, 2017 07:38 pmyo i'm upthefemme on tumblr and queerofcups on ao3 now.
For some reason I absolutely doubt that anyone is still checking for this journal, so I won't apologize for not posting for 2 or so years.
But I just want you to know, journal, empty piece of internet that I'm taking up, that I am happy.
That I have a lovethat keeps me warm who loves me with all their heart, and thank god, its not K. That I've become a reproductive justice activist. That I have friends. That I have a plan. I don't love ASFA as much as I used to. Becoming entrenched in things like critical race theory and a more intersectional idea of feminism have made it hard to love that place as uncritically as I once did.
I don't love K anymore. It hurt reading some of those posts, knowing who I was talking about. It was a terrible relationship and I'm glad I got out when I did.
I'm still a proud member of fandom. It'll be twelve years in September. I cut my hair off once more, 6 months ago, all that dying fried it. I'm growing it out know.
I'm in hockey fandom of all things. Primarily Kaner/Towes. It's become my favorite sport as well, oddly.
There are all these little updates that I want to give, almost like I'm telling my past self that I come out of all these things okay, that I'm not the person I thought I was going to become, but I'm so, so much better. I'm not going to delete this journal, just so I can go back and read all of this silliness, and sweetness and wonderfulness again.
♥
D
But I just want you to know, journal, empty piece of internet that I'm taking up, that I am happy.
That I have a love
I don't love K anymore. It hurt reading some of those posts, knowing who I was talking about. It was a terrible relationship and I'm glad I got out when I did.
I'm still a proud member of fandom. It'll be twelve years in September. I cut my hair off once more, 6 months ago, all that dying fried it. I'm growing it out know.
I'm in hockey fandom of all things. Primarily Kaner/Towes. It's become my favorite sport as well, oddly.
There are all these little updates that I want to give, almost like I'm telling my past self that I come out of all these things okay, that I'm not the person I thought I was going to become, but I'm so, so much better. I'm not going to delete this journal, just so I can go back and read all of this silliness, and sweetness and wonderfulness again.
♥
D
Sticky: Drabble Chart
Dec. 19th, 2012 05:00 pm| 001. | Beginnings. | 002. | Middles. | 003. | Ends. | 004. | Insides. | 005. | Outsides. |
| 006. | Hours. | 007. | Days. | 008. | Weeks. | 009. | Months. | 010. | Years. |
| 011. | Red. | 012. | Orange. | 013. | Yellow. | 014. | Green. | 015. | Blue. |
| 016. | Purple. | 017. | Brown. | 018. | Black. | 019. | White. | 020. | Colourless. |
| 021. | Friends. | 022. | Enemies. | 023. | Lovers. | 024. | Family. | 025. | Strangers. |
| 026. | Teammates. | 027. | Parents. | 028. | Children. | 029. | Birth. | 030. | Death. |
| 031. | Sunrise. | 032. | Sunset. | 033. | Too Much. | 034. | Not Enough. | 035. | Sixth Sense. |
| 036. | Smell. | 037. | Sound. | 038. | Touch. | 039. | Taste. | 040. | Sight. |
| 041. | Shapes. | 042. | Triangle. | 043. | Square. | 044. | Circle. | 045. | Moon. |
| 046. | Star. | 047. | Heart. | 048. | Diamond. | 049. | Club. | 050. | Spade. |
| 051. | Water. | 052. | Fire. | 053. | Earth. | 054. | Air. | 055. | Spirit. |
| 056. | Breakfast. | 057. | Lunch. | 058. | Dinner. | 059. | Food. | 060. | Drink. |
| 061. | Winter. | 062. | Spring. | 063. | Summer. | 064. | Fall. | 065. | Passing. |
| 066. | Rain. | 067. | Snow. | 068. | Lightening. | 069. | Thunder. | 070. | Storm. |
| 071. | Broken. | 072. | Fixed. | 073. | Light. | 074. | Dark. | 075. | Shade. |
| 076. | Who? | 077. | What? | 078. | Where? | 079. | When? | 080. | Why? |
| 081. | How? | 082. | If. | 083. | And. | 084. | He. | 085. | She. |
| 086. | Choices. | 087. | Life. | 088. | School. | 089. | Work. | 090. | Home. |
| 091. | Birthday. | 092. | Christmas. | 093. | Thanksgiving. | 094. | Independence. | 095. | New Year. |
| 096. | Writer‘s Choice. | 097. | Writer‘s Choice. | 098. | Writer‘s Choice. | 099. | Writer‘s Choice. | 100. | Writer‘s Choice. |
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lyo at All U.S. Internet Providers will be policing downloads by July 12, 2012
lyo at All U.S. Internet Providers will be policing downloads by July 12, 2012Originally posted by hapakitsune at All U.S. Internet Providers will be policing downloads by July 12, 2012
hapakitsune at All U.S. Internet Providers will be policing downloads by July 12, 2012Originally posted by elucreh at All U.S. Internet Providers will be policing downloads by July 12, 2012
elucreh at All U.S. Internet Providers will be policing downloads by July 12, 2012Originally posted by missmollyetc at All U.S. Internet Providers will be policing downloads by July 12, 2012
FUCK
missmollyetc at All U.S. Internet Providers will be policing downloads by July 12, 2012Originally posted by lk737 at All U.S. Internet Providers will be policing downloads by July 12, 2012
lk737 at All U.S. Internet Providers will be policing downloads by July 12, 2012Please repost this? I have never begged for one of my posts to be boosted. I am just so worried for my friends and want you to know.
According to this article, dated March 15, 2012:
http://www.digitaltrends.com/webnews/major-isps-turn-into-copyright-police-by-july-says-riaa/
"File-sharers, beware: By July 12, major US Internet service providers (ISPs) will voluntarily begin serving as copyright police for the entertainment industry, according to Cary Sherman, chief executive of the Recording Industry Association of America (RIAA). The so-called “six-strikes” plan is said to be one of the most effective anti-piracy efforts ever established in the US."
The article goes on to give details. After six notices, internet providers will decide to throttle a person's internet speed, or cut it off altogether. I don't know if they will crack down on torrents only, or if it is up to the internet provider. I get the sense it is up to the internet provider. So some people could get away with downloading non torrents, while others might get their internet service cut off. I urge you to click it and read, as we all know people who download.
No more downloading eps of your favorite shows for vidding, gifs, or fanfiction art. No more downloading screencaps possibly. I'm so sorry my friends. I don't even know if BT Guard will work to protect you, but I would google it if I were you. It is a professional service that supposedly can protect you from the invasive eyes of your internet provider.
Just, my friends, please make each other aware. Please be aware of the date JULY 12TH. Mark your calendar and double check with your internet provider by then. If you start receiving notices of downloaded activity, this is why. And your internet service could be throttled or cut off.
Fox news confirms this:
http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2012/03/17/us-isps-become-copyright-cops-starting-july-12/
Youtube video explaining this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5OG0R-yS-c
Electronic Frontier Foundation on Mandatory Data Retention
Electronic Frontier Foundation reports that it's actually July 1
According to this article, dated March 15, 2012:
http://www.digitaltrends.com/webnews/major-isps-turn-into-copyright-police-by-july-says-riaa/
"File-sharers, beware: By July 12, major US Internet service providers (ISPs) will voluntarily begin serving as copyright police for the entertainment industry, according to Cary Sherman, chief executive of the Recording Industry Association of America (RIAA). The so-called “six-strikes” plan is said to be one of the most effective anti-piracy efforts ever established in the US."
The article goes on to give details. After six notices, internet providers will decide to throttle a person's internet speed, or cut it off altogether. I don't know if they will crack down on torrents only, or if it is up to the internet provider. I get the sense it is up to the internet provider. So some people could get away with downloading non torrents, while others might get their internet service cut off. I urge you to click it and read, as we all know people who download.
No more downloading eps of your favorite shows for vidding, gifs, or fanfiction art. No more downloading screencaps possibly. I'm so sorry my friends. I don't even know if BT Guard will work to protect you, but I would google it if I were you. It is a professional service that supposedly can protect you from the invasive eyes of your internet provider.
Just, my friends, please make each other aware. Please be aware of the date JULY 12TH. Mark your calendar and double check with your internet provider by then. If you start receiving notices of downloaded activity, this is why. And your internet service could be throttled or cut off.
Fox news confirms this:
http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2012/03/17/us-isps-become-copyright-cops-starting-july-12/
Youtube video explaining this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H5OG0R-yS-c
Electronic Frontier Foundation on Mandatory Data Retention
Electronic Frontier Foundation reports that it's actually July 1
FUCK
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Oct. 25th, 2011 09:37 pmthat awesome moment when you don't realize you're mad until you start talking about the thing you're mad about and just keep talking and next thing you know you've got that awesome pit of hurt and anger and just bad in the bottom of your stomach that you didn't even know was there.
huh.
huh.
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Aug. 27th, 2011 07:47 pmEveryone's hating on the New Who and I don't understaaaaaaaand~
It wasn't the greatest but was it really that terrible? Do I not understand because I only watched 9 and 11 or something?
It wasn't the greatest but was it really that terrible? Do I not understand because I only watched 9 and 11 or something?
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Jun. 23rd, 2011 05:36 pmG'day LJ. I am alive and kicking. Weakly because I work and a farm and am oh god so tired, but kicking nonetheless. We have officially reached the point in the summer where I wished I had more friends because oh my goodness so bored. Work throws an interesting wrench in my plans in that I can't do things before the evening and most of my friends are notorious daytrotters but no matter. I'm going to Atlanta next week to see Jay Brannan !!! (anyone seen shortbus? He's uh. the one that enters into a threesome with the other guys? Who plays the guitar in that one scene before the sex? With the terrible hair? yeah that's him. I'm gonna see him! I'm getting over the "oh god I've seen you have sex dude" bit. and in two weeks I'm probably GOING TO ATLANTA TO SEE EMPIRES seriously, I'm trying not to get too excited yet but the closer it gets the faster I'm going to devolve into *shaking and crying* because its empires guys and I've just about accepted that I'm NEVER going to see them but now I might! probably am! Also double road trip with one of my best (definitely my closest) friend, so woo!
What else? Uhmmm single again! Did I even mention that I wasn't single for a while? Yeeeeah. I dated a guy for a while and he was nice, really nice, awkward but he was a good dude. There was just. An absolute lack of chemistry there. That said, I'm pretty positive I'm ruined for completely!straight boys. At one point we were at a drag show, discussing how fucking adorable Taylor Fist (who was of course performing a Taylor Swift song) was and I was like wow, can't do the whole totes straight-laced thing can I? Give me your queer, your openminded, your easily corruptible muhahah.
Yep, farm's good. I've sort've started writing again. I'm working on a Blaine-Santana friendship!fic that I might end up scrapping all together because I'm afraid it's a little too self-indulgent but whatever, I need to cause more trouble between the perfection that is Klaine and get out some Samcedes in the meantime
Actually, right now I'm happily hopping around fandoms, mostly Glee and Inception but I've discovered I'll read pretty much anything at least once. Though I'm having serious trouble reading actual books. I think I just need to find more books I'm really into rather than books I feel obligated to read because they're ~classics.
Also, also? I'm rereading a bunch of my favorite HP fic because you know whats soon? Of course you know what's soon. Guys. Guys. I'm not going to say it's almost over because its never going to be truly over, not when people are still writing fic for Star Trek:TOS which is how old? But its still a big deal, y'know? I got my tickets as soon as they went on sale and I am so. excite.
I'm sure I'm missing something but hay, this has been an update.
What else? Uhmmm single again! Did I even mention that I wasn't single for a while? Yeeeeah. I dated a guy for a while and he was nice, really nice, awkward but he was a good dude. There was just. An absolute lack of chemistry there. That said, I'm pretty positive I'm ruined for completely!straight boys. At one point we were at a drag show, discussing how fucking adorable Taylor Fist (who was of course performing a Taylor Swift song) was and I was like wow, can't do the whole totes straight-laced thing can I? Give me your queer, your openminded, your easily corruptible muhahah.
Yep, farm's good. I've sort've started writing again. I'm working on a Blaine-Santana friendship!fic that I might end up scrapping all together because I'm afraid it's a little too self-indulgent but whatever, I need to cause more trouble between the perfection that is Klaine and get out some Samcedes in the meantime
Actually, right now I'm happily hopping around fandoms, mostly Glee and Inception but I've discovered I'll read pretty much anything at least once. Though I'm having serious trouble reading actual books. I think I just need to find more books I'm really into rather than books I feel obligated to read because they're ~classics.
Also, also? I'm rereading a bunch of my favorite HP fic because you know whats soon? Of course you know what's soon. Guys. Guys. I'm not going to say it's almost over because its never going to be truly over, not when people are still writing fic for Star Trek:TOS which is how old? But its still a big deal, y'know? I got my tickets as soon as they went on sale and I am so. excite.
I'm sure I'm missing something but hay, this has been an update.
SO, I'm thinking about getting a tattoo soon. And while I know exactly what I want, I need fonts.
I'm getting the line always been a delicate man (from The National's Lemonworld) on my ribs. I need founts. Something preferably cursive/handwriting like. Delicate but not too twee (I had to think of a word that meant girly but wasn't so...sexist.). Or y'know, maybe I'll see something excellent and change my mind.
So name fonts! And or sites with fonts! So that I can find one I love and get a tattoo~~~
I'm getting the line always been a delicate man (from The National's Lemonworld) on my ribs. I need founts. Something preferably cursive/handwriting like. Delicate but not too twee (I had to think of a word that meant girly but wasn't so...sexist.). Or y'know, maybe I'll see something excellent and change my mind.
So name fonts! And or sites with fonts! So that I can find one I love and get a tattoo~~~
fic: like its never been done before
May. 26th, 2011 06:13 pmTitle: like its never been done before
Author:stardustonsable
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine, Sam/Mercedes, Quinn/Rachel
Word Count: 3,000
Summary: 5 Times Kurt and/or Mercedes Heard I Love You and 1 Times They Didn't Need To
Spoilers: If you haven't watched 2x22 you may wanna wait to read this.
Warnings: References to homophobic bullying and some body-policing.
Author Notes: I've been working on this since I stopped screaming about 2x22. Title and cuttag are modified lyrics from Does It Offend You Yeah?'s Pull Out My Insides
( and a heart full of words made you numb )
Author:
stardustonsable Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine, Sam/Mercedes, Quinn/Rachel
Word Count: 3,000
Summary: 5 Times Kurt and/or Mercedes Heard I Love You and 1 Times They Didn't Need To
Spoilers: If you haven't watched 2x22 you may wanna wait to read this.
Warnings: References to homophobic bullying and some body-policing.
Author Notes: I've been working on this since I stopped screaming about 2x22. Title and cuttag are modified lyrics from Does It Offend You Yeah?'s Pull Out My Insides
( and a heart full of words made you numb )
Cleaning out my WIP folder.
May. 26th, 2011 12:08 pmAll bandom and I've probably posted some of it before. I'll never finish these, but I like them well enough.
( You're Crashing but You're No Wave - 1820s Pete/Patrick lawyer...saloon thing )
( Panic mafia!AU, Spencer/Brendon, past Spencer/Ryan and Spencer/Bob. Its a Spencer + MCR fic! )
( Paragraph of another Bob/Spencer mafia!AU )
( Panic mafia!AU #3 )
( Pete being jealous of The Used who Patrick may or may not be sleeping with )
( You're Crashing but You're No Wave - 1820s Pete/Patrick lawyer...saloon thing )
( Panic mafia!AU, Spencer/Brendon, past Spencer/Ryan and Spencer/Bob. Its a Spencer + MCR fic! )
( Paragraph of another Bob/Spencer mafia!AU )
( Panic mafia!AU #3 )
( Pete being jealous of The Used who Patrick may or may not be sleeping with )
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May. 21st, 2011 08:02 pmI wrote half of this in a dream this morning. That sould tell you whats on my mind lately.
Title: a long night is alright
Author: stardustonsable
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine, background: Santana/Brittany
Word Count: 2,900
Summary: Blaine learns some new things about Kurt
Warnings: Graphic use of an illicit substance. Christ, that makes it sound so serious. High schoolers smoking pot.
Author Notes: I seem to have committed Glee!fic. I’m not really sure how that happened. The stoner!band referenced is Animal Collective and the song lyrics are from “Did You See the Words?” and “We Tigers” respectively. Cut tag is also from "We Tigers". Guys, they’re a total hipster stoner band. I say that with love. There isn’t an official playlist for this but if you want you should read it to We Tigers, Winter’s Love and Firework by Animal Collective and Captian Badass by Songs: Ohia.
( May I bang with this? )
