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No. Really I am. But in the mean time, a meme or two.

You know how sometimes people on your friendslist post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out.


Danielle. But I've been known to answer to Cello, The Goat, Danielle Baa ( the last two are a play on my last name.), Emo Kid and Sugarcunt (though that one only to one person).
Funny story, Facebook plays a BIG role in Yearbook at my school (they have to get those names from *somewhere*) and somebody got it into their heads that my last name was actually Danielle Baa. Its not, for the record. My mom doesn't like nicknames so I didn't have any from my family and didn't get any until high school, when there was an INFLUX.


ALMOST 18 MOTHERFUCKERS. (No, really. Less than a month, I'm claiming that shit. Then I'll get to hit "I am over 18" buttons and be telling the truth for the first time in.....uh *squint* 6 or 7 years. Yes, I've been looking at porn since I was eleven. Yes it was very shitty porn. Fic came soon after (and at the time the two were actually unrelated.)

Alabama. Birmingham specifically. I've a funny relationship with this place. Yeah, sometimes its very much a RED STATE, and yeah, thinking about its politics make me cringe (Did *you* guys know B'ham's former mayor was sent to prison? As in he's no longer mayor BECAUSE HE GOT SENT TO PRISON. And apparently one of the people currently running was recently arrested. O Birmingham. And yet, if you know the right people, this is an awesome place brimming with creativity and love and *goodness*. I want to leave though. Alabama and I have come to a point in our relationship where I can see her good side, and I love her, but I'm ready to go. I don't want to be the next generation of my family that settles here.

Student. I honestly honestly honestly would die if I tried to hold down a job right now. ASFA takes up massive amounts of time (Its been about....3 years since I haven't felt guilty because I could be doing something school related right now)

In the summer I'm a paid intern at Jones Valley Urban Farm, which is an organic farm with sites in the middle of downtown and WAY out in the suburbs. I love JVUF and every person there. I could tell you about how adorable Charlie is or how big of a crush I have on Katie (embarrassingly large, and she probably gives the best hugs of anyone I've ever hugged ever) or how pretty a field full of sunflower *really* is (and how big they *really* are and how EFFING HEAVY a bucket of them is) and how much poetry you can get out of one summer working on a farm. Trust me, if you get me going I'll talk your ear off about JVUF, I love it so much and I know because of it farming will always have a place in my heart.

Well gee, there's my ex. Uh, ex ex. two exes back. sortve. one ex back? AN EX. There's an ex, whom I want to do dirty things to, but she has a boy and we'd have to get over KILLING EACH OTHER to do dirty things. Also she keeps wiggling out of getting to my house.

and then there's a boy who I've yet to SUCESSFULLY SEE more than once, and there are days when I have anxiety about whether the dude just sends mass texts and I'm one of the people that gets them and he doesn't really like me, I'm just that weird chick that he talks to sometimes (in case you somehow missed it, my confidence levels are somewhere around...nonexistent. Seriously, I got all gleeface because he sent "Dani!" at me one day. Yes yes I know I'm pitiful, tell us something new) . But we're supposed to be going to the movies one day Saturday, so hey, fingers crossed.

All that's to say, there is no partner.

Nein. Two, if any, is my usual answer. I'd like a girl, and a boy. I'd be an awesome mom. She'd grow up to be badass, he'd grow up understanding *how fucking awesome* chicks are, and badass. They'd probably both be queer *facepalm*. Fact: I can picture myself raising kids more easily than I can picture being in a long-term-relationship with someone(s). But, I don't even like kids that aren't my own (my own in the sense that I'm attached to them. i.e. Makhi)? Idek.

I have one? He's sometimes an asshole, and sometimes he's not. He's working as a DJ right now, and he has a kid, Makhi, who feels something like a little brother to me (his mom's....bitch be crazy. and sometimes Brandon's not much better so. Sometimes Makhi is my little brother, and sometime's he's my nephew. Its not the best situation, but it could be so much worse. And maybe I melt a little when I see the little punk's face ♥)

Well. Makhi's 3 years old. That totally counts right?


1. School. Senior year is sort of ridiculous. Between academics and Senior thesis. And soon I'll be planning for my senior thesis and sometimes it hits me that its almost over and I get weirded out and have to fuck off for a few hours because I realize that I'm going to be an "adult" soon and that's awesome and terrifying. Also, I'm not doing so hot in math so that's even MORE work. And, yeah. I love ASFA, I've *always* loved ASFA and I always will. I'm just not loving Sr. Year so much. Oh, and there's college. I've gotten accepted to 2/3 of my schools, and apparently gotten a serious scholarship for one (14k a year andd tuition's only 12k so, I need to see it in writing before I believe it but that's a Big Fuckin' Deal). Columbia College Chicago, my no. 1 hasn't given me results yet, and I'm waiting on that before I start making decisions but...they're all fairly even in the runnings right now.

2. Fandom. I know it doesn't seem like it, but I'm actually *always here*, I'm just shitty about posting/commenting so. I think at my core I'm a lurker and I'm too tired/busy to really fight my nature. I've been wading about Nu!Trek, Naruto and Harry Potter (GIVE ME HARRY/DRACO recs. I'm sorry but I'm an H/D shipper till the end of time and HP fen don't use delicious like bandom fen and bandom has made me *lazy*)
(also, ONTD. I feel dirty admitting it but ONTD is my dirty little secret. I don't comment much but I've taken to saying haters to the left and I spend way, way too much time on there)

3. Mai frandz. Including you guys. I love all of you, and you put up with my not being around as much as I should (right? ♥_♥ riiiiight?).

4. Music. And no one is surprised. I'm still twirling around *ahem* acquiring music (my last acquisition was For Your Entertainment, which enters the dwindling area of my Musical Shame. Its just....its *pop*. I don't remember the last time I listened to something that was pop without indie infront of it. I'll get over it....slowly)

I love my parents. We don't get along about everything, but they've definitely grown outside of their old reservations since I came to ASFA (they didn't blink when I told them about The Boy who's white. I think they've pretty much accepted that I'm probably not gonna end up with a black dude. And I think when I finally tell them about the girl thing...they'll be okay). A lot of my friends have parents that are *bugfuck*. Not like plain parental crazy but *bugfuck* crazy, so I appreciate them even more than usual. My mom's weathered quite a few of my school-related emotional breakdowns this year and my daddy's been quietly, wonderfully supportive in his gruff teddy-bear way. And I just really love them and how much freedom they really give me.

There are four people in my life I consider my Best Friends. Lydia and I are fairly well the same person. The geekery, the Wanting of a Boy (and girl, for me, Lydia's straight). We're Brain Twinz, trufax. There's Shalani, who's the same person as me when I crank my Cynical Bitch up to 11 and a half. She pisses me off sometimes, but she gets me. There's Che, [ profile] unitofmeasure whom I MISS SO MUCH I DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE BEING OBTUSE ABOUT IT. I miss you dude. I won't repeat it outside of this post, but I do. And there's Cassie, who may be my best friend out of habit, but its a habit I'm okay with. We've been friends for 13 years, and we're different people, but we've grown and grown and still fit each other.

My Wish List...I kindve feel weird about posting this, just because I haven't been around for a while and don't know how well I'll be able to fill anyone else's wish list but eh *handwave*

1. Fic recommendations in the Harry Potter (Draco/Harry, Draco/Harry/Ron, Remus/Snape(and /sirius!) plzkthnx), Naruto (My OTP is Lee/Garaa ok, I understand if those are a bit scarce. Also, Naruto/Sasuke, 'cause I'm easy but preferably long and especially well written), Nu!Trek (Kock Spock/Kirk [I'm EASY].)
2. uh. Paid time :D? :D? I really miss the edit function.
3. Pictures! Of your daily routine, of people you think are pretty, of words, hell, of blurs that you think are an especially pretty color
4. Wallpapers (bandom-related or otherwise)! I can talk for daaaaaaaays about how I like my desktop, and send you examples etc. I just want like...a handful so I can cycle through.
5. The complete Queer as Folk series, preferably in digital form.
6. The same as ^ before Oz


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