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stardustonsable) wrote2007-08-19 08:04 pm
stardustonsable) wrote2007-08-19 08:04 pm
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Ok, so I'm gonna go work on my explication but I need to say this.
I get why people go out and do rebounds and crap now.
Or at least why people like me do.
Today me and my 3 girl cousins were all piled up on each other like puppies.
And it felt SO right.
Not in a creepy incestuous way.
But I felt safe and warmed and loved.
Even as we abused each other.
And its not easy going from constant human contact to almost none.
Maybe thats why I'm such a psycho about hugs...
I get why people go out and do rebounds and crap now.
Or at least why people like me do.
Today me and my 3 girl cousins were all piled up on each other like puppies.
And it felt SO right.
Not in a creepy incestuous way.
But I felt safe and warmed and loved.
Even as we abused each other.
And its not easy going from constant human contact to almost none.
Maybe thats why I'm such a psycho about hugs...