May. 14th, 2014 12:12 am
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For some reason I absolutely doubt that anyone is still checking for this journal, so I won't apologize for not posting for 2 or so years.
But I just want you to know, journal, empty piece of internet that I'm taking up, that I am happy.

That I have a love that keeps me warm who loves me with all their heart, and thank god, its not K. That I've become a reproductive justice activist. That I have friends. That I have a plan. I don't love ASFA as much as I used to. Becoming entrenched in things like critical race theory and a more intersectional idea of feminism have made it hard to love that place as uncritically as I once did.

I don't love K anymore. It hurt reading some of those posts, knowing who I was talking about. It was a terrible relationship and I'm glad I got out when I did.

I'm still a proud member of fandom. It'll be twelve years in September. I cut my hair off once more, 6 months ago, all that dying fried it. I'm growing it out know.

I'm in hockey fandom of all things. Primarily Kaner/Towes. It's become my favorite sport as well, oddly.

There are all these little updates that I want to give, almost like I'm telling my past self that I come out of all these things okay, that I'm not the person I thought I was going to become, but I'm so, so much better. I'm not going to delete this journal, just so I can go back and read all of this silliness, and sweetness and wonderfulness again.


Date: 2014-05-14 06:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sinsense.livejournal.com
Glad to see you, and that you're doing well. And hockey fandom! Huzzah for that! More of a huzzah for the good kind of love, though :D

Date: 2014-05-22 10:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] stardustonsable.livejournal.com
aha! Purely upon chance, I found you the other day on tumblr and followed you. (I'm copperstudies over there if you'd like to follow back, no worries if you don't :)) It's good to see you as well! And double huzzahs back, for fandom(s) and the good kind of love.


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